A honeybee. I am curious. I am organized. 

When I consider ways to live I think of the pines, of being enthralled... wide-eyed, locked and loaded, communal. I want to see.

everything all at once... fear of being overwhelming, of not being overwhelming. trying on ambiguity.

everything all at once... all important, all not important, disappearing, surrounded in water, muted. 

not quite something

something right

something not

quite right

e    l    e    c    t    r    i    c        e    n    e    r    g    y 

static, recharged... really doing it, BAM, all the way... obsessiveness... parameters, freed by structure and playing by the rules... fear of being misunderstood. put in a box... going into myself. unknown place.

I am bright. I am here. We are.

Don't leave me out.